7.6.15

About Someone Who (Ever) Loved You

Someone who ever loved you might be the one who lost his feeling for you. He might be the one who loved and hurt you too deep, then leaving the unhealed wound inside. The wounds have transformed you a lot, so that you will never see the world the same way ever again.

You have a hard time to let him go. Because you just love him too much. You would be able to face the sadness of life. You would be able to feel the bitter pain. You might be broke. You might be lost.
But after all of this time, you will find yourself back. The stronger you are. The wiser you will be.
Then, after all the loneliness that you passed, he will come back. With a new hello. With a simple how are you. With a warm I miss you. It brings back the memories, the laughs, and the tears. So that you almost forget the pain, but he just stretch the scars.
Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra color. And the people there see you differently, too. Qoutes from : A hat full of sky 
So did you. You will see him differently. You may still love him, but there is something wrong inside. You might love and hate him with the similiar intensity. After all the ups and downs, long talks, and late night romance, he will go away. To the place where he belong. Leaving you with no goodbye.

No matter how sad and lonely you feel, he might just enjoy breaking your heart. One day, deep down you realize that coming back to where he started is not the same as never leaving. You can't always deal with some kind of come-and-go. You need someone to stay, completely, to hold your hand, and never leaving.

Not all the love will be worth fighting for. Someone who ever loved you may come back. But he can't stay. He will always have a special place in your heart. But it doesn't mean that you must have each other.

If it's meant to be, it will be. That's how the fate works. So you'll know that someday, whether he’s here or not, whether you end up with him or not, it doesn't really matter anymore–and it doesn't bother you at all. And you'll be fine, with or without him.


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