12.9.13

The Day (After) You Went Away


This was the day (after) you went away. We never talked for days. I never knew about you anymore. I wanted to text you first, but something forbid me. Then I wonder that you text me first. For some reasons, I'm sure you wouldn't.

Hey, how's your day? Oh, maybe your day was brighter than me. Because you (may) had already have someone special there. It's okay for me. There were a lot of people who brightened my day. It didn't brighter than yours. But for now, it (will be) enough.

Have you healed your wound completely yet? Ya, I knew it. But you (may) had already let her go. Just like what I have done here. I had already let you go, completely. And for the wounds, let the time heal them.

Can we still be friend? Of course. In fact, we could be a best friend. We could share, everything. But not about the past. It will be better to bury, rather than to talk about it. Am I right?


How about me? Better than before, I hope. I tried to be better by doing your requests. Besides, I have so many activities there. Someone said that it will be better for me to do a lot of activities, rather than to search for someone new. And, I fixed my midnight's pray. He said that I will get peacefulness by doing this things. I thought he was right, I could feel it now.

Have you got your happiness there? I bet you got it. With someone new, and a lot of people who supported your passion. You could be fine without me. I could feel your happiness there. I would be happy too. Less complains, and be grateful for everything I have.

Hey, sunshine. Remember this name? It wasn't an ordinary nickname. It just for you, to remind me that you were special. But seemed like you couldn't understand. Because you used it to rise again, for someone new. For another one, but not me.

Ya, someday I will find someone new. No, I'm not going to find my other sunshine. I'm going to find star, moon, satellite, planet, sky, or whatever it will be. But not sunshine anymore. Because in my eyes, sunshine was always been you.

This was the day (after) you (really) went away. I thought it would be hard to pass the day, after you left. But in fact, it wasn't so much as to kill me. Besides, it seemed like you were colder than before. It's okay, that's why I'm not going to chase after you anymore.

See, I could be stronger.  With everything I have, with(out) you here. And I believe that in a place, somewhere under this same sky..., you will be the same.

best regards, me.

17 comments:

BintangCokelat said...

The Icarus Account - Sunshine and Rain

miftah faradisa said...

bukan...beda woi..ahaha

Elang Wicakso said...

Jiaah Miftah belum juga move on. Masih seputar galau aja nih. Kayaknya menikmati banget kegalauannya. Perlu ngomong ke Nisa biar cepet2 dicariin jodoh nih....hahaha

miftah faradisa said...

itu juga udah move on loh kalo dibaca dari kata2nya...

itu juga udah enggak galau...

elang gak paham deh..lagian emg elang udah move on...? *ups... hahahaha

Rahmat Hidayat said...

Ini bisa dikatakan "hampir" move on. Iya, sayangnya cuma hampir.

tofik dwi pandu said...

"It's okay for me. There were a lot of people who brightened my day. It didn't brighter than yours"

emang yang paling bersinar dan terang itu lampu philips, mif. hahaha

Nurul Huda said...

why was it over? *mbuh ngomong opo*

permaisuri said...

klung klung klung *langsung puyeng*
agak agak galau gimanaaa...gitu...
udah, kalo dia udah punya yang baru jangan mau kalah dooong..kamu juga harus punya yang baru juga.. rumah baru, mobil baru, suami baru, anak baru..*loh

Meykke Santoso said...

I feel what you feel, almost exactly the same. I just want to let him go, do everything I can to bury all the things. I said I've already moved, but...
yah, I know it..

nazaruddin ikhsan said...

judulnya hampir persis judul lagu M2M, hampir haha :D

sabar saja jika dia pergi jangan galau. kalau kamu galau kamu malah menikmati keresahanmu bukan menyelesaikannya haha :D

Zhie Cha Smile said...

ini curhatnya tentang apa yah kak??? bagusan kak klu buat postingan english ada juga translatenya di bawah tiap paragraf gt biar yang gak mudeng dan malas buka translate google bisa ngeh,, kayak aku ini hehe tp mungkin agak merepotkan kali,, upst

aku koment seadanya aja yah kak,, maklum gak terlalu mudeng,, jadi ceritanya itu tentang suatu hari setelah kamu pergi hmmm yang bisa aku tangkap yang di bagian how about me? harapan yang bagus harus lebih baik dari sebelumnya.. dan salah satu cara biar gak terlalu keinget dia yang udah pergi adalah sok sibuk,, atau melakukan banyak hal atau aktivitas.:) selamat yah kak yang udah move on,, semoga kedepannya menjadi lebih baik lagi seperti yg kakak harapkan:)

Rinem said...

Sebenarnya udah move on apa belum sih. Tapi udah kok masih inget nama

Masita Pawestri Dwi Ratri said...

setuju sama zhi zhi,, dibikin kolom translate aja hhe. biar yang kagak paham bahasa inggris kagak mlongo karna saking gak mudengnya hahaha.

yaa moga, virus galaunya buruan minggat deh.. gak enak lhoo galau kelamaan, ntar yang ada malah gagal move on lagi :p
good luck, cemumut eaaa :D

Amira Rachmatillah said...

move on??

dikasih translatenya donk kak biar sekalian belajar :D

aga ndak mudeng nih *maklum*

Lina Setya said...

Semoga segera move on 100% ya, Miffa. Yakin, karena kamu wanita kuat dan hebat:)

Kukuh Kurniawan said...

ayoooo dikit lagi mau move on. cepet cepet move on nya semangat!:D

Caecilia Ayu Wulandari said...

alaaaah kak, baru mau BW, liat postingan nya english semua :'( seusaha aku ya kak. Kakak nya udah mayan bisa move on nih.
Pasti bisa move on seutuh nya deh.

Mangatz ya kak :)