And She is Afraid of Heights

Apa yang sering ditakutkan orang saat jatuh cinta? Banyak. Misalnya, pantas-nggak-nya, takut terluka, takut kehilangan, takut jika ternyata hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan, takut saat akhirnya nggak berjodoh, dan banyak ketakutan yang lain. Ditambah pertanyaan-pertanyaan semacam "Apa dia punya perasaan yang sama?", "Apakah kita pantas buat dia?", "Apa dia hanya mempermainkan dan menjadikan kita sebagai...

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Oh, Hello !

Ada yang pernah bilang, jika seseorang hilang dari dunia blogging, kemungkinan besar alasannya adalah : "Their real life happens". And maybe, I will be one of them. My real life happens. Banyak hal yang harus saya bereskan selama beberapa bulan belakangan. Dan selebihnya, zona mati rasa dan titik jenuh yang bisa disalahkan. Hahaha. Well, saatnya masuk ke topik sebenarnya. Apapun yang ditulis...

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Depression

I found this on the internet. And, I want to share it for you all. Its like everyone has their secret side, or maybe...everyone has their depressed-side. Sometimes we hate it when everything turned into wrong, we messed everything's up, and we don't know what to do. Sometimes we want to give it up. but ya...always remember that it always rain the hardest for people who deserve the sun, right? Everything...

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1436H

We all feel lost sometimes. And when we lost in our way, we would make some kind of mistakes. We lost, we broke, we hurt. We messed everything up by keep doing the mistakes without knowing that we're just far from Allah's way. When we realize that all the things turn into wrong, we need to stop for a while. There would be some questions like : Is it the test?...

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Closer

Belakangan, banyak banget hubungan teman saya yang pacaran bertahun-tahun lamanya berakhir begitu saja. Oh well, mungkin nggak benar-benar "begitu saja" karena dibalik berakhirnya suatu hubungan, selalu ada segudang masalah dan pertimbangan. Di sisi lain, banyak juga teman saya yang tetap setia mempertahankan hubungannya meskipun berat, stuck, lelah, dan sebenarnya udah nggak mungkin diperjuangkan. So...

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About Someone Who (Ever) Loved You

Someone who ever loved you might be the one who lost his feeling for you. He might be the one who loved and hurt you too deep, then leaving the unhealed wound inside. The wounds have transformed you a lot, so that you will never see the world the same way ever again. You have a hard time to let him go. Because you just love him too much. You would be able to face the sadness of life. You would be...

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Prewedding Mbak Dita & Mas Romy

Halo, kembali di edisi mager, alias males gerak dan males nulis karena...nggak ada inspirasi yang sesuai. Dan kali ini, saya akan posting tentang hasil proyek motret prewedding bulan Maret lalu. Ceritanya, konsep prewedding dibuat dalam beberapa tema. And this is my favourite one. Sky. Berangkat ke rumah Mbak Dita jam 4 pagi, lanjut...

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Cerita dari UN CBT 2015

Seperti yang kita (semua) tahu, tahun ini Ujian Nasional dibuat dalam dua bentuk, yaitu PBT (Paper Based Test), dan yang terbaru~CBT (Computer Based Test). Dan, sekolah tempat saya mengajar memilih untuk melaksanakan ujian dalam bentuk CBT. Memilih CBT berarti praktis untuk guru-guru yang biasanya menjadi panitia saat PBT, tapi berarti ke-ribet-an untuk guru-guru...

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Berhenti

One step forward and one step back. And after all this time, how many times can we give it one more try? before we really say goodbye. Ada kalanya kita berhenti. Bukan karena kelelahan.  Tapi karena sadar bahwa ada beberapa hal yang memang tidak bisa dipaksakan.  Ada kalanya kita berhenti peduli. Bukan karena membenci.  Tapi karena sadar bahwa kepedulian yang tidak dihargai...

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Sky

Jadi, udah berapa lama saya vakum-ngeblog-karena-kebanyakan-alasan...?  Setelah postingan terakhir yang.. yah begitulah, seperti-biasa- saya lagi kehilangan inspirasi buat menghasilkan postingan berbentuk artikel dan sebangsanya. Maka dari itu, kali ini saya posting hasil jepretan dari folder foto beberapa waktu lalu. Saya baru sadar...

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For You, With No Goodbye

Hi, the sunshine that smile every morning. This is for you, with no goodbye. Pretending that "I'm fine" were never be this hard. I lost my focus on doing something's right, I messed everything's up my by own, I can't handle this complicated situations, and... I screwed up. Is it enough to show you that "I'm not okay"...? As you said before, that good times can gone anytime, but moment stays forever....

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Let's Go Shopping !

Kesibukan yang banyak sering membuat saya lupa cara bersenang-senang. Bahkan kadang weekend pun saya habiskan buat mengurusi side jobs. Dan karena 90% kesibukan harus saya selesaikan di depan laptop, maka internet menjadi salah satu kebutuhan primer.  Setelah beberapa lama menjalani rutinitas yang super-sibuk, saya mulai bosan. Saya mencari kembali...

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A Saturday Session

Selama ini saya memotret cuma just for fun. I'm not a professional. Saya juga masih dalam tahap belajar menggunakan kamera DSLR dengan baik dan benar. Jadi saat mendadak diminta memotret~apalagi buat cover majalah sekolah~Saya langsung galau. Dan, sesuai perkiraan, rasanya hectic banget saat harus meng-handle semuanya. A vintage one. Nyobain editing warna vintage,...

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Harder Than You Know

I thought that it will be easy to forget you. Forget about how closer we were. Forget about how hard you tried to get into my circle. Forget about the way you care, the way you tease, or the way you smile at me. But, the more I try to forget, the more I realize that I can't.  You were still there. When your name popped in my phone, when you sang that songs, when I was shivering at the time we...

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Dua Kosong Satu Lima

Karena awal tahun disibukkan dengan beberapa hal yang penting (dan nggak penting), maka baru sekarang saya buat resolusi tahun 2015 ini. Sebelum itu, mari review resolusi 2014 yang pernah saya buat disini. Well, hampir 90% resolusi tahun 2014 udah tercapai sesuai target. Kesibukan mengingkat drastis, bahkan bisa dibilang hampir overdosis. Job alias kerja tambahan (alhamdulillah) mengalir deras....

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Recovery

For no one knows the heart-ache that lies behind the smiles. I wanted to tell you something. Life is just full of surprises. They said that hope for the best, prepare for the worst, and everything will gonna be okay. But, are you sure? For some reasons, the best preparation doesn't always work the way we wanted to. No matter how hard you hold on, sometimes you just fall. You lost. You're mad....

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An Explosion, A Path, and A Bless

Sometimes, life just twisted us around. It gave the unpredictable feelings, trapped us in some kind of path, or changed the direction of life. When the world had turned into wrong, all the things that we did just to explode it. We complained. We cried. We mad. Without realizing that an explosion will make a better way for everything. Knowing that things always come together, bad and good, sadness...

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